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Sun May 24, 2009, 2:18 PM
how life is on the move .. . . heh

  • Mood: Overwhelmed

kan any one make me a new avitar?

Wed Apr 29, 2009, 9:53 PM
huh fuxxaz?

lol i need a new one nd dnt got the right toolz yet >.<
aughz



elloz fucktoz

  • Mood: Unhappy

fading into nothingless....

Sun Apr 26, 2009, 9:52 AM
4/26/09
2:56am


you know .. if you do drugs ill get over on you
if you dont im down to kick it with yaz
moment,time,future,past
i know i woant last
you know your dying fast?
only for the momen. filling, free. . . . -
it is what i needed
but never wishd for
the one I ador
love....

good buy never easier sead then done
we both walked away. pittied and dumbd
drowned in fear. the walk becamed
pashion for one another dying.
each other hearing each other crying
good buys were never sead

grabs my life and flees
now i see every thing
for what its worth
im stuck..
living with my curse

my gutter of a soul
will soon b in its hurst
pigeaons stuing,filling my worst
my love you and i
death cannot try
to crussafy

wile all i know
is im stuck
to a wooden "T"
laghed and pittied on
as a show

  • Mood: Unhappy
  • Listening to: dose she evean think of me ?

a new start

Tue Mar 17, 2009, 9:56 PM
to the end of to old frineds here they split and go there sepret ways. i am to blame. but that is ok . i am human . and i am learning.woot woot. so heres to sober life heres to me suceeding

kitten wish we wernt geting left behind in the dust 4 no reason

to every one else meet the new matt
joy is here
i fill it
i have no fear
single and loving it
heres to sober life with out
heres to me
joy to me
i AM me
i am I
i love my self
i love my body
im sad i gota take what i learnd from u .
now i no how to treat a women.
and now i get to take that and aply it to sum one else. =C
wish it was you
wish we were true
u toght me a leason.
sadly im not going to get to show you
now i take what i learn have new tools
so sad i cant use them on you.
kitten i love you .
god im going to miss us
especialy you

this goes out
to the death of matt

R.I.P.
here lies matthew staverts body
we set him to rest
but he will rise above all

12-07-88----03-17-09

  • Mood: Relief
  • Listening to: every one drunk
  • Reading: and im sobber
  • Watching: u
  • Playing: c
  • Eating: sober
  • Drinking: mattie

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